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Christmas!
I wish you all a Merry Christmas!
It is 03:48 AM on 25th of December. Winding down after an evening of eating and drinking and talking with friends. I had guests here in my Copenhagen apartment today, instead of going to Norway to celebrate there.
Since I returned from Norway and my grandmother’s funeral las month, I have mostly stayed offline. Mostly stayed inaccessible for that firehose of information, which messes with my head and always keeps me wanting more.
I have read a few good books, among other things. Currently, I am reading the book ‘Det Nye’ (= The New) which is a novel by Vibeke Grønfeldt. It basically is a book about a woman who loses herself in her quest for always being updated on the news. Knowing what happens around the world. But her own life, her own close relations, steps into the background.
This has been a tricky year for me. On the one hand I have participated in a few interested things, particularly the election observation in Georgia in May/June, and on the other it is as if the whole year has been lived in a separate bubble. I have not made many videos this year, and in general I have almost no output. This will change. I just cannot guarantee When that change will take place 
When my grandmother died last month, it really shook my foundation. She meant so much to me. She means so much to me.
I have the tendency to keep saying “I will return”. As in: Now I will begin making videos again, or write more here on this site. But I don’t. So I will not do that now. Things will unfold in their own rhytm.
I have now been with Lira for a bit over four months, and she has transformed my life more than I can express to her in gratitude. Most of all she has helped me to be filled with hope.
I hope you have a blessed Christmas, wherever you are and whoever you have around you.