So, I am trying to deconstruct my thoughts and feelings now.
Core question: Why am I so exhausted?
* Work. Work has been busy, no doubt about that. Not only has there been times where
* My part time studies. I have attended classes, and I have read. But not enough. The fact that I was behind on my reading stressed me.
* Lack of vacation. I realized that during easter, I was stressing about one RFP if I was not actively working on it. During the pentecost weekend, I was sweating over another RFP. I haven’t taken one vacation day from January until end of June.
I can’t blame anything on my family. Things are fine in the family, besides when I feel that I work too much and am too little present for them, with them.
Oh, another thing:
* The Haiyan super-typhoon. This happened November last year, but it emotionally stayed with me for months and months…